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Re: To Find a Way Home (Mamono Assault Force)
"Not getting stronger...? But Castiel said it would get strong enough to threaten the world if left alone..." Bakan replied, before his face went red when Samarta let one shameful thing after another slip from her mouth. Touched by Inka, and then watched during his sleep by Samarta, Bakan wondered if this woman was a lewd one, and was even so bold as to ask her himself. "You... Aren't a pervert, are you...?" he asked her slowly. Though even if she said yes, Cory and Rhep were perverts in their own ways, and yet they were loyal to him... "I guess there's nothing really wrong about... You know... Obeying your instincts, but..." Bakan trailed off, turning his head away.
That is, until she grabbed his hand. With a flush, he turned back to her, and went red in the face as she seemed to think the worst of what might have happened to Cory and Rhep. "N-no!" he insisted. "They were not taken, at least, to my knowledge... I tried to send them away when things began to look too dangerous. I do not know if they are in danger now, but... I sincerely hope they are not... I hope they stay safe..." Bakan said with worry. "This is why I have to hurry. I need to make this place safe so that I can bring Cory and Rhep back here without worry for their well-being, or at least, that was my wish initially..." Bakan looked down at himself. "Like this... I truly wonder who needs protection... I was so weak, and couldn't fight back against three mere alraune women... After all I've been through in my life, I still have nothing to show for it!!!"
Bakan shouted, and suddenly punched the bed even though it hurt him to do so. Anger began to find it's place within him once again, and the pain only made it worse. Weak, pathetic, helpless... All of these titles applied to him, and were the cage for the wild animal that wanted to be free. "I dreamed of being like my father. Whenever he is there, I feel like the problems of the world are so insignificant. I watched him destroy an entire alien tower on his own that would normally take many angels to do the same. Why can't I do that!? Why can't I be great like him...?" Bakan growled in frustration. Shaking his head, he sank into the bed. "In the end, when he gave me the hammer that was too heavy for me to carry, I think the message all along was his way of telling me to give up trying to take on such a task. While he was still great then, I struggled to lift a single hammer... I ought to die, stepped under the weight of something as great as he, like the miserable, weak little creature that I am..."
"Not getting stronger...? But Castiel said it would get strong enough to threaten the world if left alone..." Bakan replied, before his face went red when Samarta let one shameful thing after another slip from her mouth. Touched by Inka, and then watched during his sleep by Samarta, Bakan wondered if this woman was a lewd one, and was even so bold as to ask her himself. "You... Aren't a pervert, are you...?" he asked her slowly. Though even if she said yes, Cory and Rhep were perverts in their own ways, and yet they were loyal to him... "I guess there's nothing really wrong about... You know... Obeying your instincts, but..." Bakan trailed off, turning his head away.
That is, until she grabbed his hand. With a flush, he turned back to her, and went red in the face as she seemed to think the worst of what might have happened to Cory and Rhep. "N-no!" he insisted. "They were not taken, at least, to my knowledge... I tried to send them away when things began to look too dangerous. I do not know if they are in danger now, but... I sincerely hope they are not... I hope they stay safe..." Bakan said with worry. "This is why I have to hurry. I need to make this place safe so that I can bring Cory and Rhep back here without worry for their well-being, or at least, that was my wish initially..." Bakan looked down at himself. "Like this... I truly wonder who needs protection... I was so weak, and couldn't fight back against three mere alraune women... After all I've been through in my life, I still have nothing to show for it!!!"
Bakan shouted, and suddenly punched the bed even though it hurt him to do so. Anger began to find it's place within him once again, and the pain only made it worse. Weak, pathetic, helpless... All of these titles applied to him, and were the cage for the wild animal that wanted to be free. "I dreamed of being like my father. Whenever he is there, I feel like the problems of the world are so insignificant. I watched him destroy an entire alien tower on his own that would normally take many angels to do the same. Why can't I do that!? Why can't I be great like him...?" Bakan growled in frustration. Shaking his head, he sank into the bed. "In the end, when he gave me the hammer that was too heavy for me to carry, I think the message all along was his way of telling me to give up trying to take on such a task. While he was still great then, I struggled to lift a single hammer... I ought to die, stepped under the weight of something as great as he, like the miserable, weak little creature that I am..."